My biggest vice is overeating. I overeat, I'm killing myself, I know that I'm doing it. And it's a very sad thing that I lack self discipline in my life. I can't control my life.

I have a hard time really letting people in... I have a façade and I'm very closed off. I was kind of shoved into the world of modelling and it's not exactly the easiest business in the world... It's dog eat dog and you don't trust anyone. I put up a serious façade all the time, and I just ... I can't, I can't let that go. Sometimes I let it go when I drink, but I don't drink a lot of alcohol.

My most important emotion in life, I guess is love. Loving yourself is extremely important to be able to love others. Love to me is a very complicated thing actually to accept and to feel and get along with, because if I tell you 'I love you' and you don't tell me 'I love you too' that makes me very sad.

Love is brilliant when I say I love you and my boyfriend says 'and I love you even more', I'm very happy. Love is very complex, I do believe I would have a hard time breathing if I didn't love and I wasn't loved.

Love...when you look at your children and you watch your children playing brings an inner joy and a warmth inside that maybe a relationship won't have... but love is the most important emotion for me.

My worst character trait is the inability to forgive. Anybody crosses me... I never forget. I remember. I'm vengeful, it's a horrible, horrible trait I have. I'm eaten up by desire for revenge.

Revenge is a dish best taken hot. And once people cross me... that's why I've got no friends... because in the end I... I say what I think anyway... and it's a characteristic I would not recommnend to anyone to have.

I think my greatest shortcoming is my constant need for attention. I've just got to learn to calm down. I'm like one of these kids that are going "Look at me, look at me!...listen to this... look what I've done!... And I drive myself mad.

I pity anybody that has to live with me, and I wish I didn't need that, I wish I could be more secure in myself. But, there we go.

Well, you know, I've been through relationships where I've had pain and always thought subsequent to that that it was better to be loved, because you were less likely to get hurt... because you would be the object of someone's adoration, and they would put you on a pedestal.

However, being properly forced to think about that question here now...wow, I'd say it's better to love because love is the most honest thing you could do and you love someone, ideally, unconditionally. And should you gain it back, then what greater reward?

Erm, well this one's quite a tough one for me again, because... I don't want to keep on bringing it up, but I wish I'd been in relationships... not that many... where I've really, really liked someone. I'm not sure if... you know, I'm not sure if I've loved someone...

And again the attention thing, especially the job I do is well... even though it's obviously not true love, but people do, like girls say "Oh I love you", like you know... and it's nice to be loved.

For me personally it is 'to be loved' because that's what I have the greater experience of at the moment.